[The only way you get there]
[Is one step at a time]

Today was okay I had a pretty good day for the most part
my sister came over today, then i went to my grandmothers
then went shoppin, chilld with my cousins :)
it was alota fun.
haha and my cousin was sayin today she wntd to find me a guy
i was like no,  im stayin away from guys
i dont wanna date anyone.
she was like im findin u one anyway.

OKAY! but im Not gonna go out with him
Sorry jen.

Im waiting for a special someone

ohhh
tryd my new meds
they didnt do anything for me so idk maybe
it takes a few days...
i hope they work so i can go out more

hmmm lets see what else
Watchd football our team won!!!
yay  lol


Well thats it really, Im just sitting here now
missing him & waitin for him to come online

[I wanna be remembered as the girl that could always]
[brighten your day even when she couldn't brighten her own]

ugh, I really dont know what to even write
I guess I should start with the fact that
Ive been really down all day
&I saw my new shrink today
Got meds- Lexapro &Klonopin
Really dont wanna take them, (but) maybe they will help

I doubt it tho. nothing helps

Sometimes I feel like I will never recover from this,
and that I can never go back to the way I used to be